July 5, 2006
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Humbled, yet happy
Have you ever felt the overwhelming sense of what do I do with my life??? There are so many things I wanna do and don't know which ones to pick!!!! Am I really following God's desires or am I just scared to follow the extremes that God may lead me in?
I was walking and praying for God's will in my life today, and He, instead of answering ,my questions, said to me "Ask your family".
He laid two questions on my heart, the first being What things in my life should I change, and the second asking Where they think I should go with my life...
Being the person that I am, I both dreaded and yet was excited to ask each and every one of them.
God has used this time, to not only humble me, but also to show me the most amazing love I have known in a while!!!
He is such an awesome and amazing Groom , and all knowing God!!!
I asked them to pray and answer me in a few days, so I haven't gotten to the painful part yet, but God has already shown me so much grace and love, I feel like I am ready to fly and ready to break down and cry all at the same time...
I am excited to see how God is going to use this time in my life...Excited and scared to see how much I am going to have to change and yet can't wait to see how He'll use it:)
May it all be in His glory!!!
( Pray for me though:) )
Comments (11)
WOW!!!! I'm actually getting to comment first...........I finally beat Kevin to it! Jess, thanks so much for writing these insights, you know you are not alone in this uphill struggle. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, luv ya girl!
Laura
Ok I'll be nice and let the lady comment first. Wow Jess. You know that these are questions that a lot of people are asking themselves. Me included. It is a scary, exciting, growing period in our walk through this short life. Praying for you.
Kevin
By the way. The blue on black is a little hard to read.
Darling........white isn't much easier...its the stark contrast here...........I really think that the black is your main problem.....! Remember the fabric illustration I gave you......just think of that check that we saw And please, please, please don't go with grey!!!!!!
(pink and blue would be ever so highly preferable!!!!)
Hehehehehe...give her a break. White on black isn't nearly as bad as what you get on some Xanga's.
To answer your opening question, yeah, I have that feel a lot as well. It's hard figuring out exactly what I'm suppose to be doing and when I'm suppose to be doing it. I believe life is a continuous (sp?) cycle of problem solving.
Anyway, I was browsing Laura's Xanga last night and came across your's so I thought I'd stop by. Now I can pester both of you with comments.
I'll be praying for you as you try and get your life sorted out! He will do all it takes to have Himself glorified in your life and as your mind is stayed on Him, that will bring you the most satisfaction!
Zak (aka, zakfox1986 on Crossing's)
Sheesh, that was long.
:rollseyes:
Sure, just IM me some time and I'll try to walk you though the process of putting background music on here. I should be around tonight some.
Heeeeey Jess!!
How's it goin? I miss bein around you during the mafia games.
Oh well. We should chat sometime if you get a chance. 
-Hannah
its getting better............................
Sounds great Hannah!!!!! I didn;t know mafia was going again!
i will have to see:)
I am sooo glad to see you all on here!!!!!
It's not going again. Tis the problem. hehehe.
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