August 5, 2006
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Hey'yall
This last few days of misery seems to finally be drawing to a close. I am not over it all, but I am doing alot better...Kinda...I at least ate more than once today;)( my sugar was droppig and I had no choice but that's beside the point
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On a better note, I am really looking at cameras and am hitting a few brick walls, so continue praying for me on all sides:) I am just falling apart!
There was a verse that really stood out to me that I liked and had never seen before... It is Psalms 118:22,
The stone which the builders refused is become the head stone of the corner.
I thought it was quite interesting that the one that the builders refused was the very one that stood out the most to the people being put in the honored position..... I really feel like this is where God is reminding me to realise that He is in control and no matter how things are going, He has a perfect plan for us to follow.
In Psalms 119, there were numerous scattered verses that totally apply to my life and I thought you might enjoy them:)
*Make me to understand the way of thy precepts: so shall I talk of thy wondrous works.
*My soul melteth for heaviness: strengethen thou me according unto thy word.
*This is my comfort in my affliction: for thy word hath quickened me.
*Thou hast dealt well with thy servant accoring to thy word.
*It is good for me that I have been afflicted:that I might learn of thy statutes.
*I am afflicted very much: Quicken me, O Lord, according unto thy word.
*Rivers of waters run down from mine eyes, because they keep not thy law.
*Trouble and anguish have taken hold on me: yet thy commandments are my delights.
*Great peace have they which love thy law: and nothing shall offend them.
Continue to pray for your cooky and insane freind as I continue to experience a greater relationship with my Lord and strive to understand His wisdom filled ways.
I feel so stupid and below Him as I search out what He is trying to teach me.
If I could only learn not to give away what I don't have to give, I would be alot better off:)
Much love to all ,
Jess
Comments (5)
Jess, you've been majorly on my heart and in my prayers over the last few days. I know it's tough waiting on the Lord and having to trust Him. Don't neglect eating...You don't want to get physically sick on top of emotionally sick. Know that I'm here if you need someone to just talk to. Know that until you get over this I'll be worried about you, thinking about you and praying for you. If there's anything I can do, feel free to ask.
I love you deeply in Christ,
Zak
FYI: Sorry I missed you earlier, I'll be on IM tonight around 9:30PM. I've been in and out all day.
Hey girly, I'm praying for you!! Hope your doing better soon! Gimme call if you want/need to. I've been kinda zoned out lately....going crazy with trip details, etc. But I'll talk crazy or listen if you need me to. = ) Love ya, ~A
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ok people!!! It's not THAT bad!!!! I am eating pretzels while typing:)
Happy????:):):) Out of all my spiritual stuff, you guys pick that to bug me about?!?!
go figure!
Jess, EAT!!! Just kidding...
That's not what I came here to say...
Thank you for coming over and spending the night. I thoroughly enjoyed it and can't wait to do it again!
I just wanted to let you know, that I've been thinking of you and praying for you. You are an amazing girl. My best friend... and you've stuck with me through thick and thin... something I'm extremely grateful for. I hope that someday I can repay the favor. Just know that you are loved!!! And if you EVER need to talk, please honor me by choosing me as your "victim". 
Cause I like that job with you... Love you bunches, dear! 
ok people, I am gonna cry:)
I have been eating........it's gross but:):):)
Love ya'll,
Jess
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