August 27, 2006
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My mood is as a wild river....
Overall, I LOVE MY LORD!!!!!!!
I am feeling so good though:) I got to go to one of my good freinds weddings and see him as happy as they come leaving with his gorgeous bride!!!! It made me happy to see him happy:) It was great:):):)
I also was walking around my very wet backyard and was blessed with the most beautiful closeup view of a pair of sweet butterflies feeding on my TALL grass;) ( my weedwacker is broked , but as the butterflies proved there are good things to this too:))
I got to go walking with one of my bestest buddies ever last night and we talked ALL night:) I will shoot myself for all you people I have yelled at for staying up so late:) Give me a break one time;)
I sat on my swing in the back yard and realized once more how much I like my yard...It's not the prettiest by any means, it needs to be cleaned and it's muddy and dirty, but I love it:) It has helped ,me grow up and it is apart of who I am ..If you don't like it , deal with it....You appearantly don't like me;)
I love to day dream...Of my future. of my past, of what I want to accomplish and what I never will but wish I could:) I love to watch cows graze, butterflies feeding on a blade of grass, and birds flying..I wanna learn how to fly, and I have to wonder, if I am the pilot, will I still get sick or is it like car sickness????

I LOVE stars at night and music 99.99999% of the time..all kinds:)...ok, maybe not ALL kinds, but you get the idea:)
I enjoy beaches and will miss them the most when we leave..I love traveling and wish I could do it mroe often....I want few friends, but true ones..... I hate being judged falsely and wish people would just love me and my family for who they are;)
I love what God can teach you thru the hardest times in your life and just make them good times, even though painful... I love being lazy and hate myself for it when I am
I love to run but always seem to out of shape;) I love, love , love to walk anywhere......I feel like I am accomplishing something while doing what I love the most, watching people just live life....
I can't wait to get my camera to be able to show other people what I see, and be able to "be" there without really "being" there.....I like to hide when I am around alot of people....would rather the few that love me, then the millions that talk behind my back:)
I love good freinds that can talk about me and know that I won't kill them for it later;) ( most of the time);)
I love BIG trucks, dinky trucks are just......dinky!!!;)
And I love everyone who actually sat and read my heart just now....I generally try not to get long winded on here, but today I was spillin over and needed it on "paper"...
May God richly truly bless you all today!!!!!
( I also love Log Cabins, but most of you already knew that;););))
and Jean and leather jackets.....especially on guys..it helps their cologne smell better;)
ok, at least my dad's//.....not that he has one, but anyway;)


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Yeah.
Well.
I'm still mad at you for skipping out on me Friday night.
Hmph.
I *might* give you the chance to redeem yourself tonight.
Maybe.
If you're good between now and then.
GOOD NIGHT GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEVER WANT TO HEAR ABOUT ANOTHER POST OF MINE!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!

Thanks for sharing all that girl....I love hearing your voice, but I also love reading those crazy, random, unconnected thoughts that go through your head.........I had an awesome time with you last night girlie!!!!!!!!!! Three months is wayyyyy too long!!!!!!!!!! I just didn't realize just HOW much i had missed you til you gave me that hug yesterday. And I don't think I'll ever forget that wedding.......only you and I could have done that........and Joe is still dead for no previous warning.......
You did look absolutly gorgeous though!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta go check the bread. TTYL CYA!!!!!
Thank you;)
Do ya think I looked nice??? I am trying to decide how I like the overall look;)
Appearantly I like it fine cause I keep wearing it, but you know how it goes:)
BTW< Zak I am hoping to be on tonight but after being up wayy to late, I might bow out early..
we'll see;)
I love you, Jessica! And I love reading what you write. You're so special to me.
I hope you have a lovely day, and I'll talk to you later!
Are you talking about Nicole and James Lane's wedding? If so, did you get any pictures?? I am dying to see some!!
"I love you, Jessica!"
I don't love you Jessica. But if it makes you feel any better I'll talk to you every once in a while. You know. Just so you won't feel too unwanted.
It'll be okay.
You guys are hysterical;)
Yes Tiph, I was talking about them:) He is SOOOO in love:) so is she of course, but since I know him better;)
Adiel I miss you bunches!!! and I love you too:):):)
Zak, you have issues but you are fun to talk to anyway:):):) I always need to feel wanted....:)
Laura, it is great to have you back...even if we did match the whole bridal party
Jess! Where are you?? Have you dropped off the face of the earth???
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