Send Me Flowers!!!!

He Ya'll,

I have decided I wanna log cabin!!! I found log cabin magazines in the store yesterday and about died...I hate PAYING for those things...So I didn't and now am totally regretting it;)

We have been redoing our kitchen counters, so it is exciting seeing the kitchen taking shape and changing color...Not to much, but enough:) My dad and brother are discovering new and exciting things, called skills:) in areas they never thought pooisble....I am hoping this will inspire them to keep it up and keep making new things:)

halfway thru with the other upholstery job....Be praying I get one more job, so I can get my camera...:)

I have decided on a canon rebel XT and can't wait:) I HATE paying money for stuff like that too:) But I can no longer ignore the urge to expand my photography skills....ANYONE that wants to help me practice by being a model, let me know:):):) I want to build a portfolio, so I need all the help I can get....in photography:)

God has really blessed me with enjoying this last few batches of work...There are times I really can't stand what I am doing...These were definatly not that type:) I have loved everything about both jobs....Right down to the color choices:)

I got the DVD today from the Philipines ministry...It was really neat FINALLY getting to see it !!!

That is such an awesome thing they are doing down there....Really hoping to maybe get a mission group down there for a few weeks.....It's not badly priced for a short term trip....:)

Any takers????

Will write again soon, when I experiment with the photo options on this thing:) CYa

UPHOLSTERY JOB IS DONE!!!!!!

( AT LEAST THIS ONE IS.....SHE HAS ANOTHER )

I think my insane being is finally getting somewhat back to normal:) Yeehaw!

I am puuling fresh , hot cinnamon rolls out of the oven, putting freshly risen bread in to cook and my job is accomplished with very little problems whatsoever!!! Life is good:)

I am also sucking on a diet coke that I know will kill me but I like anyway:):):) ( So I should be up wayyy to late tonight...:( )

I got more teeth filled today///////It's so annoying to finally become a responsible person and brush your teeth like 3 times a day and then go in and find out that you have a mouth full of cavities!!!! So, one more trip.....I hate those things!!!! I have taken a tape player the last two times I have gone, and that has helped tremendously n dealing with the noise of that horrendous machine!!!!:):):)

I have decided I want a Dodge ram truck , dual cab, camo green......somewhere around a 2000...With running air, and good engine.....Anyone wanna buy me one?????

As you all can tell, I am BACK!!!!

BWAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!

***You have just been  erased!!!!*****

Hey to all you that think I am going off the deep end;)

Guess what??????I am!!!!!! BWAHAHAHA/.....

Ok, so anyway;)

Just wanted to say thanks for all you're prayers:) I have been able to feel them!!!

Oh, for those of you that i know, if you get on my site, and don't leave me a message, I do take personal offence

So, point being.....

Leave me a comment;););)

Cya

Hey'yall

This last few days of misery seems to finally be drawing to a close. I am not over it all, but I am doing alot better...Kinda...I at least ate more than once today;)( my sugar was droppig and I had no choice but that's beside the point)

On a better note, I am really looking at cameras and am hitting a few brick walls, so continue praying for me on all sides:) I am just falling apart!

There was a verse that really stood out to me that I liked and had never seen before... It is Psalms 118:22,

The stone which the builders refused is become the head stone of the corner.

I thought it was quite interesting that the one that the builders refused was the very one that stood out the most to the people being put in the honored position..... I really feel like this is where God is reminding me to realise that He is in control and no matter how things are going, He has a perfect plan for us to follow.

In Psalms 119, there were numerous scattered verses that totally apply to my life and I thought you might enjoy them:)

*Make me to understand the way of thy precepts: so shall I talk of thy wondrous works.

*My soul melteth for heaviness: strengethen thou me according unto thy word.

*This is my comfort in my affliction: for thy word hath quickened me.

*Thou hast dealt well with thy servant accoring to thy word.

*It is good for me that I have been afflicted:that I might learn of thy statutes.

*I am afflicted very much: Quicken me, O Lord, according unto thy word.

*Rivers of waters run down from mine eyes, because they keep not thy law.

*Trouble and anguish have taken hold on me: yet thy commandments are my delights.

*Great peace have they which love thy law: and nothing shall offend them.

Continue to pray for your cooky and insane freind as I continue to experience a greater relationship with my Lord and strive to understand His wisdom filled ways.

I feel so stupid and below Him as I search out what He is trying to teach me.

If I could only learn not to give away what I don't have to give, I would be alot better off:)

Much love to all ,

Jess

One More Day

Last night I had a crazy dream

A wish was granted just for me

It could be for anything

I didn't ask for money

Or a mansion in Malibu

I simply wished, for one more day with you

One more day

One more time

One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied

But then again

I know what it would do

Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl

Then I'd unplug the telephone

And keep the TV off

I'd hold you every second

Say a million I love you's

That's what I'd do, with one more day with you

Leave me wishing still, for one more day

Leave me wishing still, for one more day

By: Diamond Rio

http://www.ladaisey.com/onemore.html

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
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The Most fulfilling experience in a womans life is making something she is proud of, and then watching a man enjoy it...

After making cinnamon rolls last night, I was both saddened and Thrilled to hear that they were all gone this morning as I was waking up! I got to watch my baby of 1 chowing down, My brother of 11 munching away and my 15 years old, eating well past the limit of decency and I loved every minute of it!!!!!

Hope you all are having a grand day!!!!

Many blessings:):):)

Be praying for me to finish these crazy upholstery jobs! She has more when I get done, so Keep um up for a while!!!!

I'll catch you guys later!!!!

Howdy:)

Well, I have had a busy weekend:)

1.I found out there is a good chance my family will be moving in the next year to an undecided location.

2. I babysat all weekend my adopted relatives and wished it had lasted longer!

3. I talked to a long lost freind and so can't wait to try to get together b4 she takes off to the wild blue yonder!

4. I decided I am a maniac and need severe amounts of mental help!

:):)

And to top it all off, my great aunt passed away late last night! My mom is very sad, cause there never was much time to talk to her about old family matters she would have liked to have had cleared up! Be praying for mom when you think about her!

I didn't know my aunt very well, but pray for me to be sympathetic! ( no laughing people!!!! ):)

Cya'll later

Hey Ya'll...

I have decided there is a consprisousy out against me , so that when I am actually online/on IM, very few people are on!!!!  Zak is a life saver, because he is the ONLY one that writes to me and says HI!!!!!! So, what's your excuse???

Ok, so I really need you all to be praying for me:):):) Ya, I know I give that to you alot, but ..... There are going to be alot of changes going on in my life over the next year...No,  Laura, Zak, Kev and A., It's not a guy:))

So, Like I have this deep theoloigcal question......

If a normal ( as in sin natured ) child has perfect parents, will he be like me or perfect? As in will he learn by example, or get annoyed with them cause they are perfect:):):)..Where do I come up with this stuff????

The Lord has truly been blessing me since I have been here at this "job".This family is like family and I love them to death....So, it's more like my secondhome away from home:)

I wanna log cabin!!!! Does anyone care???

Awesome website...www.unitedcountry.com   if you like looking through property:):):)

I was looking thru Arkanses, and they have cool wood/log houses., Kentucky has some with beautiful property to go with it and there was a sweet number in New Mexico ( for like half a  million....of course...grrr:):)) that I could have totally handled....Like it was 80% windows!!!! Sweet:):):)

Signing off,,, dreaming blonde:):):)

Hey   Ya'll!!!!

I am  slowly getting done with this job...Will be on more this weekend cause I am babysitting Friday and Saturday and they have DSL

I am a crazy creature that has major issues:) Now for all for you wonderful people that know me......You already knew that:)

The Lord is still trying to show me His ways...My hard head just doesn't seem to know how to translate what He  is trying to say:)

For those of you that haven't seen "straight from the heart" , go get it ....

It's my new favorite movie....hallmark and feature films for families:) Enjoy:):):)